Ashes

A miserable night,
Tears amid solitude,

Silence of the heart,
Unheard scream stuck at the bottom of the throat,

Broken dreams
Too fragile kept,

Fragments too sharp to be collected
Left ignored
Reduced to ashes…

Written on 12 September 2017.

throw-back

I am not sure if I am remembering things in the right way:
The sequence,
The consequence,
The happenings,
The said and the unsaid,
The remembered and the forgotten,
The notice and the unnoticed.

“Remembrance of things past is not necessarily the remembrance of things as they were.”

I remember the day,
Where the dark and the bright places were inverted, inside-out;
The sun was setting
Inside my heart of darkness,
Over the hills and far away,
Where the lie lies

The elongated shadow on the wooden floor,
A vanished mom,
A lonely kid and a helpless maid,
A red phone,
Reaching out to no one.

The scream, the cry and the tears
Inside the heart of darkness
Has never been revealed.
For seventeen years it has been hidden,
Leaving unsaid and unnoticed.

A silent sunset,
An unanswered prayer,
An unheard scream
Inside the heart of darkness.

And will stay forever.

Written on 10 July 2017.
A throwback, a flashback, a reminder, an alert.

two-realities 

The fading boundaryBetween my two realities
Lies the the edge of my sleep

On the stitches of the sleeves:
I stood on the steepest tip

Of the antique clock
On the wall

It said nine but it is pronounced seven
Early in the morning

With the murmuring
Of my brother and father

And the buzzing sound from the worn out radio,
Waking me up but it is not time yet 

Give me more rest before you regret

見てるよ、夢より。
また…

 
Written on 12 March 2016
From the two realities

the-encounter

Every encounter
Is a difficult and hard decision
Too tired to choose
To stay or to go.
Thousands of doors on the road

And there ought to be
Someone
To go first.

The impact, the impact
That caused by every encounter
Is too big
That nothing is going to be the same
As before.

Every encounter.

Written on 3 October 2015.

finale 

everything comes to an end:

the scent, the smoke, the sorrow and the soup;
the lives, the leddar, the laughter and the love;
the moments that clashed together
changing the paths forever

do all have their ends.

so it stayed
and it goes

and the magic ends
and the veil left

leaving the hollows that follow
mocking the fellow a forever deferral of tomorrow.

 

 

Written on 16 June 2015

To one of the favourite place in the neighbourhood: siu chau wong

setting-sun

setting sun, burning dreams, fading youth, passing time:
the golden moment of life becomes prime;

dying light, dimming beam, vanishing dawn, moving tides:

a resurrection of the childish roller coaster ride.
glittering, glittering, glittering stars in the sea

only with a child’s eye which shall be seen.

 

Written on 3 May 2015
To the glittering fairies in deep beneath.

together

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Growing up together
Is not like happily ever after.
From madness and shouting and jealous and tears
Through craziness and doubts and mind gone insecure
To laughters and cries and memory that slaughters:
Life without you is like a world out of rules,
The past is the fragment that find us fools.

Written on 24 January 2015
A revisit to the past — the high school age

story-of-romance

Release my soul,
While murder most foul;
My blood has spilled
on the wall, dark and dull:

“Yet each man kills the thing he loves”
My death is nothing but
But the motif of i am beloved.

Release my mind
and keep me blind,
Leave me alone in the paradise
dark and dull.

Written on 13 January 2015
on linkedin group “Poetry and Literature”: A Poetry game